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I began to write poetry at the age of 13, to express my inner struggles. I wrote poems about beautiful magical places as well as dark pieces about depression and suicide.

My BLOG is not necessarily a reflection of where I am today. Many of these posts are moments of writing, frozen in time, that helped me cope with my life. They are my stories.

In time, I hope to give them all context and weave them together in a more linear fashion so they make more sense!

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Trigger Warning

Nov 14, 2019
1 min

Trigger Warning

I posted the below on Instagram: ...Which led to a woman confronting me (who is also a mental health advocate): I decided to delete the...

Jealousy

Oct 27, 2019
2 min

Jealousy

Jealousy… It’s something I must talk about. I’m extremely insecure which comes out as jealousy. I decided to shift my narrative however....

The Story of the Star

Oct 12, 2019
5 min

The Story of the Star

Three Part BLOG: The Story of the Star PART I: October 9, 2019 I have a lot of stories and I am aware that they are that: Stories. In...

Consciousness Shift

May 22, 2019
5 min

Consciousness Shift

Okay guys, this is a LONG one, but I think it's worth reading? hahaha :) Something has shifted… My perspective has been altered. I don’t...

Why I Loved Cocaine & Still Do

Nov 29, 2018
3 min

Why I Loved Cocaine & Still Do

I was very fortunate as a drug user. I didn’t like the way I had to use sex to get drugs, so when I had money to buy my own drugs, I...

The Hourglass

Aug 30, 2018
2 min

The Hourglass

I created this sketch which I titled: ‘MacBeth’ when I was 17 years old, going to Victoria High school as an independent student while...

Apr 28, 2011
1 min

The Race

It often feels like I've gotta be one step ahead, but I can't be. No matter how fast I run there are people faster than me. My feet will...

Fly (Writing Clip)

Nov 28, 2009
1 min

Fly (Writing Clip)

"Your heart is free," he smiles, as he gazes across the room. I laugh, "No, my heart is very heavy." I glance over at him with a sad...

Apr 7, 2009
1 min

Psychosis

Who are the ghosts that follow me, who’s souls do not leave when their bodies are beckoned? He was sitting right here. I wish he had...

Dec 28, 2008
4 min

Ghosts in the Night

This is the letter you will never read. Sometimes my head gets itchy. Like my brain, on the inside. When it does it feels like a swarm...

Peaceful Darkness

Dec 21, 2008
2 min

Peaceful Darkness

I am waiting for the sky to fall, although it is falling. I’m waiting for it to freeze, as the flakes brush up and stick against my skin....

Chaos

Sep 22, 2008
3 min

Chaos

“Shakidity, shake, shake,” my cold hands always reach out to greet another. My mind goes in and out, it flickers like a lone ceiling...

Sep 2, 2008
1 min

Gods' Seeds

Perhaps we are just a seed that is slowly unfolding generation by generation. Each one of us a ring in the trunk of a tree. God has...

May 25, 2008
2 min

The Captain

I watch the strings of smoke rise from the glowing ember. Inhaling through the filter, I watch the storms of cloud creep out from my...

Oct 17, 2005
1 min

Undisclosed Recipient

You say are alone as if you don’t realize that you are but a star in the vast network of the sky. There are a billion others gleaming the...

Feb 12, 2005
2 min

Silly Writings

It seems so easy at times to sit at a computer screen and type. Lots of things seem easy, and well, for me, they aren’t. Like waking up,...